What am I gonna do?

Meghan and I have a fucked-up relationship. It was so cool the other night, we got some great communication going. See, what we did was, we made a list of shit we didn't like about each other, then we exchanged lists and talked about everything. How fresh is that? We did it without judging each other, we listened openly, it was very mature. The thing is, since then I don't feel like it's helping our crumbling relationship. I mean, it DID make us both feel better at the time, but we're not implementing everything we talked about. This thing is fucked. I don't know what to do anymore.