Sad.

I wish I could update, but I can't really do it if I don't want to. Jessica is making me. That's gay. What can I write about?

Hmm...

It's weird to feel lonely. I think I may be becoming relationship-dependent. I mean, I don't need somebody to make me feel like I'm worth something, but I DO feel lonely without someone. I wish Jessica was naturally more affectionate. I miss her. The fact that she's the only one that thinks about me enough to call just makes me want her back more. *sigh*

Meghan's stupid ass. Hung out with her last night. It was gay. She talked about her new boyfriend, and how I was better than him. Well, she didn't say it like that, but she alluded to it. I am prettier, sronger, better personality. All that shit. Only thing is she let this dude have buttsex with her. I asked a couple of times to try it, and she was always against it; yet this 120 pound guy puts it in her butt. I work at the relationship, fuck that; I fuckin' CARRY it for years, yet the little fucker gets to put it in her butt. HAHAHA!!!!! Ew.

I should fuck her just to piss him off.

Kay bye.