Wow...

Well, just as life can all of the sudden become insanely fresh, it can also become stale. Jessica treats me like shit, and although it has gotten a little better, it still SUCKS. I'm miserable. I told her that we can't save our relationship, it's too fucked up; but she asked me to not break up with her, to give her some time. I am, but everyday just grates on me, like fingernails on a chalkboard. Dammit, if I wanted a shitty relationship I would've stayed in my last one. Funny, I went from the best relationship I've had, to the worst relationship I've had, all in a week. Well, second worst, she hasn't cheated on me. I feel like shit today. No calls from her, no nothing. I went to try to see Nori today, and you can only see the prisoners between 8 and 10 am on the weekends. I thought about calling Jessica and telling her I was going, but honestly it just hurts me to look at her. This sucks.

Some drama today: I'm walking downtown to see Nori, and I see Crazy Dave, he looks pissed. I talk to him, and he is. Hunter stole his cd's from George's house, and Crazy Dave is heated. So, he goes off to work after he tells me about it, and I walk to the jail. I'm reading the sign about the prisoners, and I look to my left, and I see Hunter go by! Well, I think it's Hunter, I can't quite remember his face. So I go out there after him, he walks around the corner and sits down at the Beverly. I walk around the corner, and I see him unwrapping some clothes he has with him, and in them is a black cd case! I immediately say, "Hey, those are Crazy Dave's cd's!" He tells me they aren't, I ask him if his name's Hunter, he says no. Now, it would be fucked up of me to just beat down some random dude over some cd's that are his, so I just say okay and walk back to my truck. I go to KFC and ask Dave what hunter looks like, and what the cd case looks like. I had the right guy. So I go back down there and I find his ass, and sit down with him. He starts telling me that they're his girlfriends cd's, he keeps saying "Why would I steal Dave's cd's, I don't even like his shit!" He was lying like a motherfucker. So I'm talking to him, I'm telling him that he better give me them cd's and CrazyDave won't be pissed. (A lie and a half) So, he won't hand them over, he's pissing me off so I tell this little fuck, "If you don't give me those fuckin' cd's, I'm gonna beat your ass right here." So he immediately gets up and starts walking away, saying "Man, these ain't his, they're my girlfriends!!!" Blah blah blah, I'm walking after him, and after he turns the corner around the police station, he takes off!!! I try to chase him, but he's a small guy, after I got around the corner of those downtown shops, I didn't see him anymore. I want to find where that guy lives.

So yeah, didn't get much accomplished today, and my relationship sucks. Kay bye.

Dave

P.S. If Jess reads this, sorry I sound so heartless but I need to let this shit out.

P.P.S. If anybody wants to see some funny shit, pick you up something in the McDonald's drive through and check out that stupid looking guys forehead.