Random brain ejaculations...

I'm glad Kristy still looks at my blog. Kristy, I know I don't talk to you much anymore, but I appreciate the fact that you still check up on me from time to time. It makes me happy. I saw your comment, and I don't feel like I get stuck with bad ones, as a matter of fact I feel like the women I associate with are of a very high caliber, it's just circumstance, you know? For one reason or another, things don't seem to work out. But, that's how relationships go. I don't regret being with Jessica, even though it caused me some bad feelings in the end. But she is a great girl and we had great times in our short relationship. See, Jessica stopped being affectionate with me. Not that she didn't love me, I believe she did very much. But once she settles into a relationship and finds her stride, she doesn't feel inclined to be affectionate anymore. I mean, her father and her have never been close, but they love each other. (Jessica will deny this at first, but you know she does.) That's just how she is, she wasn't TRYING to make me feel unloved.

However, I like to be in very open, affectionate relationships, and when Jessica hit her stride, I hit a wall. We're just different in that way. We probably could have worked through it too, if I wasn't so tired from pushing my last relationship up a hill for two years. (My last girlfriend, Meghan, had no idea how to make a relationship work, and no people skills; so the responsibility of communicating and being open was entirely on my shoulders.) After that debacle, I just didn't have it in me to push anymore, and it definitely wasn't fair of me to try to make Jess do all the work.

So yeah. Speaking of Meghan, I saw her last night. It was funny to talk about the people we've been having sex with. 6 months ago, if Meghan just started about the random guys she was fucking, I would have choked her ass. Now, we're just chillin', talking about fucking people. It was pretty fresh. I miss Sugar Bear, our dog. Sugar Bear's great, she's a Rottweiler-Doberman-Pitbull-Pomeranean cross!!! It's funny as shit!!! The great thing about her though is that, even with all those mean dogs in her, she wouldn't hurt a fly!!! She's really nice too, she just walks up to you, little tail wagging. The only place you see the Pom in her is in her tail. She's a big Rott, she's all muscle-bound, and then she's got this little poofy-ass curly tail!!! It's great, I love mutts.

Have any of you seen sex and the city? It's this show about this woman ande her three friends who go around having sex with everybody. Mom's freind brought over seasons one and two on DVD, and I can't stop watching them, they're funny as shit!

Okay, I'm done typing. Kay bye.